change. do we really need to?

korang mesti x pcaya klu ak bg tau pkul brpe ak tulis blog ni? nk tau? skang pkul 6.22pg, bru je subuh. bknnye ak x tdo krne insomnia, tp dr pkul 4pg td lg ak dh x nyenyak tdo. knp? entah la, sthing keep on bothering me.


smlm ak ada bce blog someone. blog someone that i really like, personally. i do think she's kinda my idol. i like everything about her. she like almost every single thing that i like, she smart than me, she's funny, she's cute and she's adorable. cukuplah dgn segala pujian tentang beliau. kang x pasal2 korang ingt ak ade crush dkt die plak.



oh ya, change, perubahan, berubah. perlukah kita utk berubah? ape yg ak tau, ak juga tlh brubah. dlu ak hnyelah seorang rye yg pmalu, mpunyai self esteem yg rendah & amat mnyukai lagu2 omputeh & dgr radio fly fm.

tp skang seperti yg korang dpt phatikn, ak mule bsikap sedikit mereng, suke mbahan org, bjinak2 utk mmakai shawl & sgt gilakan sesetengah artis2 korea. bbeza bkn? dulu juga ak tidak mngetahui ape itu blog & sekarang ak sendiri telah mpunyai blog untukkumngarut & bcerita.

kembali kpd tajuk asal, berubah. perlukah utk kita berubah? actually bende ni la yg buat ak x tenang utk tdo. i like every single thing about my friends, some of them. being with them, spending time with them & knowing them is one of the most happiest part of my life. tp bgaimana klu satu hari nnt mreka brubah? plg tidak pn, bgaimana klu ak sendiri yg berubah?

hmmmm.


maaf la, ak warning awl2, post kali ni agk pnjg & agk bfikiran jauh dr post2 ak yg sblumnye.


bgaimana kalau satu hari nnt salah satu diantara kita berubah? bolehkah korang menerima diriku yg sebegitu rupa? plg tidak pn, adakah ak akn mnyukai sikap korang yg begitu? bolehkah kita semua mjadi sahabat & bgelak tawa bsama2 lg?



entah la. ak amat mnyangi & mnyukai sikap sahabat2 ak yg sekarang. tp kalau salah satu diaantara kami berubah bgaimana? andai kata kami tdk mesra sprti dlu? ak sgt sedih actually ble mbayangkn pkara sbegitu rupa utk blaku.







one day, if i do change, just tell me, "rye, ko dh laen la", "eh rye, pesal ko serius sgt", "weh, x pyh la nk moody2, kteorg gurau je", "waa, ko dh kurus la". ok, it would be nice if the last one really happen. hehe.

entah la weh, ak syg sgt kat korang sume. wlaupn korang x bce blog ak sekalipun, but i really do love my friends just like the way they are and i really hope that all of us still got to be friends forever wlaupn one day kte sume berubah.



dh2, laen kali ak janki ak x post entri mcm ni dh. rse plek pn ade gak. huhu.

One thought on “change. do we really need to?

.waniey jamaludin. said...

ngee~tsk tsk.wlpn pnjg dah macam entry blog saya.tp saya bace tau!
rye!!lagu shabat sejati tu best kan!dgr la bnyk2 kali.muah